YOUR LETTER, LADY, CAME TOO LATE
by Colonel William S. Hawkins

Your letter, lady, came too late,
  For Heaven had claimed its own.
Ah, sudden change! From prison bars
  Unto the Great White Throne!
And yet, I think he would have stayed
  To live for his disdain,
Could he have read the careless words
  Which you have sent in vain.
  
So full of patience did he wait
  Through many a weary hour,
That o'er his simple soldier faith
  Not even death had power.
And you -- did others whisper low
  Their homage in your ear,
As though among their shadowy throng
  His spirit had a peer.
  
I would that you were by me now,
  To draw the sheet aside,
And see how pure the look he wore
  The moment when he died.
The sorrow that you gave him
  Had left its weary trace,
As 'twere the shadow of the cross
  Upon his pallid face.
  
"Her love," he said, "could change for me
  The winter's cold to spring."
Ah, trust of fickle maiden's love,
  Thou art a bitter thing!
For when these valleys bright in May
  Once more with blossoms wave,
The northern violets shall blow
  Above his humble grave.
  
Your dole of scanty words had been
  But one more pang to bear,
For him who kissed unto the last
  Your tress of golden hair.
I did not put it where he said,
  For when the angels come
I would not have them find the sign
  Of falsehood in the tomb.
  
I've seen your letter and I know
  The wiles that you have wrought
To win that noble heart of his,
  And gained it -- cruel thought!
What lavish wealth men sometimes give
  For what is worthless all:
What manly bosoms beat for them
  In folly's falsest thrall.
  
You shall not pity him, for now
  His sorrow has an end,
Yet would that you could stand with me
  Beside my fallen friend.
And I forgive you for his sake
  As he -- if it be given --
May even be pleading grace for you
  Before the court of heaven.
  
Tonight the cold wind whistles by
  As I my vigil keep
Within the prison dead house, where
  Few mourners come to weep.
A rude plank coffin holds his form,
  Yet death exalts his face
And I would rather see him thus
  Than clasped in your embrace.
  
Tonight your home may shine with lights
  And ring with merry song,
And you be smiling as if your soul
  Had done no deadly wrong.
Your hand so fair that none would think
  It penned these words of pain;
Your skin so white -- would God your heart
  Were half as free from stain.
  
I'd rather be my comrade dead,
  Than you in life supreme:
For yours the sinner's waking dread,
  And his the martyr's dream.
Whom serve we in this life, we serve
  In that which is to come:
He chose his way, you yours; let God
  Pronounce the fitting doom.

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